Hi, I went to betterhelp with very high hopes that I could get the help I need due to a relationship that ended 2 years ago. I started talking to lee shadick and let him know that is was the first time that I have really been honest with a counsler. I let him know all about the relationship and let him know how deeply I was hurting about it. I told him that maybe someone should talk to my ex and ask him to try and make things right with me since I have not been able to function properly for two years and was very suicidal in the past. Lee's insensitive response was that if my ex knew how to make things right with me and that he was never going too. He asked me what that said to me. I am furious. Not only am I furious I am hurt and am now feeling very suicidal again. I trusted a counsler and poured out emotions and the hurt I was going through and he made things 10 times worse. I am now very suicidal again. I wrote him and told him how furious I was and dumped him as a counsler. The only problem is that I cannot contact him now. I want and apology from him and I would prefer that he called me to do it. [protected]. I wrote better help about this incident and I have yet to hear back from them and no one has tried to make me feel any better or has apologized for my experience.