I have been studying with Maha Vajra and the members of Mahajrya for close to 4 years. During this time, I have experienced so much growth and transformation within me that I have nothing but respect and gratitude for the Maha Vajra and Mahajrya. I came in contact with the teachings of Maha Vajra and the Mahajrya by chance. Up to that point I wouldn't have considered myself a spiritual seeker or anything more than an ordinary catholic with a deep love for the teachings of Jesus Christ. I had struggled with acceptance, I was in a constant crusade for people to accept me and love me just the way I was without realizing the amount of hate and rejection I had towards myself. I was a shy, negative and angry man that felt alone, invisible and insignificant to others even when I was constantly surrounded by people that loved me. I struggled to express myself and I lived my life in fear. I must admit I started practicing Maha's techniques to "fit in" with my friends that were following his teachings. Soon I became aware that for years I had learned to block or ignore my emotions and doing the work was both scary and liberating all at the same time. I started to see the amount of suffering that I was carrying on my shoulders and that I was too afraid to admit to myself, much less to others. I was hooked, it felt great to have tools to deal with suffering without ever feeling pushed or pressured, I loved knowing that I was free to apply the teachings or ignore them if I chose to. For the first two years I kept to myself, attending Maha's seminars, and teaching by some of his advanced studends. I kept learning some of his techniques and applying the wisdom of his teaching to my life. I've never been asked for money, I have always been aware of the suggested donations but I have always contributed what has been within my budget. At first, I didn't share or interact much with advanced members of the Mahajrya, I did my work on my own and never felt pushed or manipulated by anyone. As I worked, I began to accept all aspects of myself, I was finally at peace with my sexuality and the judgments about sexuality in general. I started to open up to others and to have more meaningful and loving relationships. I began to experience peace and joy as constant states of being instead of only brief moments. I began to take action and become responsible for my life and my emotions. My outlook on life and my perception of things shifted the more I worked on myself with his techniques. Now I feel more free to express myself and I am able to face my fears instead of being paralyzed by them. Being a part of the Mahajrya and a student of Maha Vajra is not about belonging to a group, it is about being willing to constantly work on facing yourself, and up to this day I feel a constant change and transformation in my life for the better. I can't deny there was a time when I too had doubts about the credibility of the Mahajrya and I questioned Maha Vajras credentials Ultimately, what I know for certain is that I have seen results with his methods. I have experienced a personal transformation, I have seen results in those around me that have been following his teachings for a while, and more recently I have seen results in those I share the wisdom with. To me, results are what matter and results are what I see in those who are willing to take responsibility and work on themselves using Maha Vajra's teachings. We are all free, that is a constant highlight in most of Maha's teachings. We must remain objective neither doubting not believing everything we hear. I am blessed and full of gratitude for Maha Vajra for it has been through objectivity that I've grown and transformed my life. I believe. I believe by personal experience that his methods work and that Mahajrya is truly a great field to evolve and experience life freely. SukhiSamanta, El Paso, TX